23 Weeks ~ 17 more to go!

Yes, this is me.  23 weeks pregnant.  This week went pretty well.  I found a new OB.  One that will allow me to have a c-section.  His office has also scheduled me with the NICU team to discuss my options and possible scenarios at time of delivery.  Sleep is finally returning to me slowly but surely, I can fall asleep but fail to remain sleeping through the night. 


On another note...
Every time my daughter says "it's not fair" I find myself thinking deeper into the saying.  FAIR.  How can this be fair.  I feel like I am being punished for something.  Why is it I have to have my son's life dangled above my head as punishment for some unknown crime?  Why is a question we may never have the answer to, but there is nothing more to do than live each and every day and appreciate those and what you do have because you never know what tomorrow may bring.